lala...

Had a NiCe party... once we got rid of this model and his girlfriend. YUcK, how can anyone like someone like that? Hmmm, there is only the question of the missing man...Maybe he really though that funny demon was going to RaPe him and decided to stay away...hEheHeWell, have to go back, The Show Must Go On!...RiGhT

The onl...

The only thing...you need to learn...Is just to love...and be loved...In return...

The onl...

The only thing...you need to learn...Is just to love...and be loved...In return...

I am still...

I am still having a good day....

What ...

What the hell...I don't understand some people...god, im sorry for taking up your precious time, i just though you cared....

Red, White, and Blue

I Met the President! Not the new one (blah)but, Bill Clinton! I even got a hug and picture (the hug was for the picture).To make matter BETTER, I stepped on a Secret Service guy's foot, which was really funny. I felt really important for the first time in a zilllllion years!! Its not that i really liked him but he had been the president for almost all my life! I decided that it is really cool to feel important, like i was somthing... But it fades awayIn other cool news, my job ended yesterday AND i think i'm getting paid 10$ an hour. I know it not a lot, but good for me... they paid me a lot less last year so maybe they think i'm doing an okay job :) !!*hehe! i got to stand in front of a lot of older people and tell them what to do...hehehe

Missery!!!

I do not think i have ever turned that red...My dance teacher thought it would be nice to embarrass me some so she decided to say things like, "Oh, your boyfriend is here", "Get up! Don't leave your boyfriend standing there alone", all through dance class. The "Boyfriend" she was referring to was my dance partner who, un-known to her, HAD been my boyfriend. The real problem with the whole situation was, that to my great frustration, the guy had never quite understood that we were N.O.T together, so in the middle of my 3+ attempt to politely clear things up for him i had to deal with constant interruptions from my teacher. Try saying "I DON'T LIKE YOU (politely)" while 3 people are looking at you and giggling! Needless to say, it did not go well but i think he finally understood...with any luck ill be able to use my cell phone again (had it turned off all the time...pissed parents off royally)Yes, i feel pretty bad... LIFE = NOT HAPPY --> DO SOMETHING NOT NICE TO FIX IT --> FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT NOW

!

Hey, i just found out what happened with my lost Live-journal update from when i was in AZ! It is logged as being from Tuesday September 12, 2000. Heh, weird.

"What's that smell?" "6:30 A.M" - my situation

1st day of J.O.B...I now know understand the problem with public schools.I spent the entire day tryng to teach teachers how to make web pages. Should be a piece of cake, you say? W E L L, After explaining to everyone HOW TO USE THE MOUSE...Not that bad? Try a 9th and 10th grade teacher that cant spell "husband" (after 3 tris).*sigh* Well at least they were nice. I guess in a really twisted way it was fun(and i am getting paid). Only 2 more days...

"What's that smell?" ,"Its 5 Am" ::probably miss-quoted::

"Today was a good day" -famous last words of some guy off of "13th Warrior"Well i saw the movie Tomb Raider, i found out that my husband is not an adulterous bastard, and this lady i know is moving out of some guy(who is a bastard)'s, house.There is bad news also, a scientist, now possessed by a really beautiful woman, thinks he needs to kill a lady (mentioned above) because he believes that she is the reincarnation of someone he was in love with along time ago(but thats not why he needs to kill her). L O N G S T O R Y (confused yet? I was)::Insert of the whole story::Get it now? Good. *sigh ::of international sorts::*

tired

*yawn*Tired... training all dayReally Tired... meetings all nightAbout to drop dead... *********************--Anyway--My biological clock is messed up so thats not a help either. Hmmm, why is my life full of brick walls? No, i know i complain to much but its better to complain to an on-line journal than to a really person. I just don't understand people sometimes, thats all.

where do i get o...

where do i get off thinking i'm important to anyone?

where do i get o...

where do i get off thinking i'm important to anyone?

Still ha...

Still having a good day...its been what, 50 minutes since my last update and everything still okay! Well... i do not really have anything else to say except that i like thursdays!

Victory!

It's amazing what a little rain can do! One day I am going to get sick from going out in it, but until then... In other good news, the missing part of my heart came home today!! I do not think i have ever felt better than the second that i looked into his lovely red eyes and...Right, um, Hey look i still have feet! *shuffle shuffle* Uh...well, heh, i um... have nothing else to say so... yea thats all

*sigh*Ano...

*sigh*Another day of training to become a blood thirsty shadow academy student. Heh, yes i will go nuts someday!! NO actually my day was not so bad, i sat around and watched TV (its been a long time since i could do that), and i went to dance (which i have been dreading all day), i talked to my last remaining friend(not really my last friend), and... well thats all the important stuff (heh, yes, in a life like mine those things qualify as important).In other news, im having a writers block in music right now. It sucks, now that i have all the time in the world i have nothing to do with it. It scares me that i get like this sometimes, i do nothing all day, and to make matters worse i piss everyone off so they can't have a decent day either. Tomorrow i'll make it up to everyone and pretend to be really happy. See how that works...I miss having friends

One more t...

One more thing...I have to rant about my lovely red head jedi(well more brown orange)!! That wonderful man!!! YOu'd think he'd be sick of me already (probably is). He's been such good sport, coming with me an all. That wonderful wonderful...--BEFORE I CAUSE ANY UNDUE EXCITEMENT--My dearest blond is not forgotten, he knows full well where i am (and what company i keep) but he is with his cousin/family right now. I love and miss him and am being a good little house wife while he's gone... *sniff* I'm just so happy that my dearest green-eyed love (green NOT blue) isn't mad at me after what i told him. If you have seen Pearl Harbour... yea thats kinda what happened except for the whole pilot/dead/pregnant thing(not to mention my guys are so much better looking!). Yes now that i am back at home maybe i will not miss my dear red-eyed love as much...

oops

opps...did that without the spell check.... Never let someone who just got home on the computer... oh well

Back

HOW ANNOYING!!!I upadated this live journl once in AZ but i guess it did not work :( . AAARGHH!! Well basically all i said in it was how i was in expo and happened to find a cyber cafe and happened to walk over to it and update my journal(I was supposed to be in a workshop for somthing-or-another representing my state). But seeing that it didn't work i guess i spent all that time for nothing...----IN OTHER NEWS----IM BACK! I survived 4 plane trips!!!!!! Hmmm, how am i ever going to be an Air force pilot?? Well the trip was fun... but i guess you never realise how important your freinds are to you till you spend so much time away from them... and then you dont ever tell then 'cause your afraid that they wont care or dont feel the same way. *drooop*In the last 24 hour I have been to Mexico, AZ, TX, and home.... (jet lag) Well thats all i guess

Something Luke might write

*cry* I don't wanna go!!! Okay, i could be fun, yes, FUN... I don't like planes!! Yes i know they are safer than cars and trains but still, you at least have a chance of surviving a car accident. The chances of surviving a plane crash= 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000HA HA! there is still a chance, right?I will make an attempt to update this In AZ but no promises. Hmmm, it feels odd not saying good-by to anybody. At least Obi-Wan will miss me!! Thats right, nobody to worship you for awhile!! There is no room to bring the Zelda game so Sheik and Link will just have to stay home (not that they would want to come anyway).Well anyway, In case i die a horrible death and never get to update this again, I love Obi-Wan and good-by!

No longer bored

Whats up...? Well as I found out three days ago, i am leaving for Pheonix, Arizona tomorrow. Thanks for telling me! I keep finding out how NOT important i am to people (although its prob 50% my fault). At least its something to do, right? Ahhhhh, i really don't like flying!!

-Wak...

-Wake up-Sit around-Think about all the summer homework i have-Start reading "A Tale of Two Cities"-Sleep-Listen to random songs on the radio-Think about what all my friends are doing (having fun in TX, going to Europe, with other friends, etc.)-Download songs (my version of stress, or anything else, relief)-Pick up phone but realize that there is no one to call.-Run-Remember to keep breathing-Realize that i am hungryThink: *That will have to be remedied...later*-Sleep/read some more-Hope everyone else is having fun-*Wishes she could go to school*-Sleep

(rant)

love (luv)n. 1) A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2) An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 3) A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.4) A zero score in tennis. Why does this not help any? Hmm, with my lack of friends around I attempted to solve my problems using a dictionary... MISSION FAILURE

rant

Why is nobody ever home!? hmmm, Maybe they are just avoiding me (knows she has a big ego in thinking someone would go that far to avoid her, there are easy-er ways to avoid people) *sigh*. Well, school is over so now i'll have more time to sit around and be useless. Ahhh, i need a job. You can't be too useless if you make money, right? I mean, so I suck, at least no one can tell me i'm not helping. Decisions... but getting a job means a car sometime, which means paying for gas, which means no money!!! ExcusesIn happier news, its amazing how one comment by a friend can make you feel better. I mean just a simple side note can make your day all better! Hmmm, i do not think i thank my friends enough. *looks around nervously* Really, i hate people who forget stuff like that *shuffle*. (Mental note to thank people more)

Exams cont...

-- Chemistry = heh heh heh-- Spanish (took ten minutes even after looking over it twice)= Well it would have gone well except...what is the past subjunctive case? Hmm, its kinda hard to answer questions about a passage thats not there, oops i guess. But anyway, school is over. If only i did not have a S*** load of summer homework, but i guess that's what later is for. Hmmm, lot of time to read now, books can't hate you.

Exams

--Theology = NA--English = Is this poem about butterflies getting eaten or a flower that just fell down?!--Art = (Open book and notes) hmmm... who can flip through the book the fastest? Need i say more...--American History = hmmm, AABBCCCCCDDDBBAA....does it look like a snake yet?--Math = Parametric equations?!?!(Well thats all i have taken so far, maybe Chemistry and Spanish will go better.)Question of the day: What are Parametric equations?Quote of the day: "if he's been waiting two hours he can wait another twenty minutes"Food of the day: Cheese wontonsOddity of the day: toe socksBad thing of the day: ?would rather make this a happy entry, -will list some other timeGood thing of the day: Got time to study for A.H.Movie of the day: Pearl Harbor Anything else that I want to waste time on telling about (of the day): hmmm, got to make fun of Patrick

Well, as...

Well, as expected, something bad happened. My grandmother is really sick and so my dad is leaving to go see her tomorrow. It not only that she is really sick, its that she does not want to go to the hospital (she thinks they kill the old people. Yep, my whole family is on the edge right now. It is funny how when people are really stressed, they take it out on everyone. I think if you just let them take it out on you, somehow it helps them right? I mean complaining does not help, they already have enough problems. Yea, well maybe i'm tired of being strong too.

Well, as...

Well, as expected, something bad happened. My grandmother is really sick and so my dad is leaving to go see her tomorrow. It not only that she is really sick, its that she does not want to go to the hospital (she thinks they kill the old people. Yep, my whole family is on the edge right now. It is funny how when people are really stressed, they take it out on everyone. I think if you just let them take it out on you, somehow it helps them right? I mean complaining does not help, they already have enough problems. Yea, well maybe i'm tired of being strong too.

Quinceanera

Okay, before something messes up my WONDERFUL day, I think I am going to sit down and write this journal. Well today was the long anticipated Quinceanera! Yes, I got up at nine o'clock (on a Saturday) and went to get my hair done (yuck). It was not as bad as I though it would be for it actually turned out looking nice. Well, I did not make it in time to the girls house so, no pics! (yea, can't you tell I am disappointed). Hmmm, the mass was long and boring, as expected (but I did confess for the first time in?.+- 6 years so it was not a total loss). The party was the good part. I broke up with my boyfriend (of ten days) : ), which was actually not that bad. He was a lot more understanding than I though he would be, although we were at a disagreement on whether friendships or "other relationships" were easier to deal with. Well, after that I danced some, talked/listened a lot, etc. I definitely like this guy more as a friend  (yea, I am hung on this subject) Question of the day: Have you ever felt that you were loosing all your friends?Quote of the day: "estas enojado con migo?"Food of the day: Taco's and wineOddity of the day: I broke up, and it worked out perfectly!!Bad thing of the day: hmmm?getting my hair doneGood thing of the day: can not decidedMovie of the day: The video my dad took of the dancePerson of the day: DavidAnything else that I want to waste time on telling about (of the day): hmmm, on second though, that video, oh well, ill burn it later

first one!

Well, this is my first journal!No one really asked me to get one of these but upon "responding" someone else's, I decided to get one of my own. Question of the day: Have you ever felt that you were loosing all your friends?Quote of the day: "A serious person wanting a superficial relationship and a superficial person wanting a serious relationship just don?t work, if it was two superficial people wanting a serious relationship then it would work 'cause it would be serious (for two superficial people)"Food of the day: ChineseOddity of the day: I drove somewhere!Bad thing of the day: hmmm one of many, examsGood thing of the day: hmmm?I had donuts for breakfastMovie of the day: Pearl Harbour (No I did not see it!! GRRR, I've only been planning to for 10X amount of time)Person of the day: (NA)Anything else that I want to waste time on telling about (of the day): hmmm, don?t feel like taking up anyone's time, more than I have anyway