No longer bored

Whats up...? Well as I found out three days ago, i am leaving for Pheonix, Arizona tomorrow. Thanks for telling me! I keep finding out how NOT important i am to people (although its prob 50% my fault). At least its something to do, right? Ahhhhh, i really don't like flying!!

-Wak...

-Wake up-Sit around-Think about all the summer homework i have-Start reading "A Tale of Two Cities"-Sleep-Listen to random songs on the radio-Think about what all my friends are doing (having fun in TX, going to Europe, with other friends, etc.)-Download songs (my version of stress, or anything else, relief)-Pick up phone but realize that there is no one to call.-Run-Remember to keep breathing-Realize that i am hungryThink: *That will have to be remedied...later*-Sleep/read some more-Hope everyone else is having fun-*Wishes she could go to school*-Sleep

(rant)

love (luv)n. 1) A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2) An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 3) A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.4) A zero score in tennis. Why does this not help any? Hmm, with my lack of friends around I attempted to solve my problems using a dictionary... MISSION FAILURE

rant

Why is nobody ever home!? hmmm, Maybe they are just avoiding me (knows she has a big ego in thinking someone would go that far to avoid her, there are easy-er ways to avoid people) *sigh*. Well, school is over so now i'll have more time to sit around and be useless. Ahhh, i need a job. You can't be too useless if you make money, right? I mean, so I suck, at least no one can tell me i'm not helping. Decisions... but getting a job means a car sometime, which means paying for gas, which means no money!!! ExcusesIn happier news, its amazing how one comment by a friend can make you feel better. I mean just a simple side note can make your day all better! Hmmm, i do not think i thank my friends enough. *looks around nervously* Really, i hate people who forget stuff like that *shuffle*. (Mental note to thank people more)

Exams cont...

-- Chemistry = heh heh heh-- Spanish (took ten minutes even after looking over it twice)= Well it would have gone well except...what is the past subjunctive case? Hmm, its kinda hard to answer questions about a passage thats not there, oops i guess. But anyway, school is over. If only i did not have a S*** load of summer homework, but i guess that's what later is for. Hmmm, lot of time to read now, books can't hate you.

Exams

--Theology = NA--English = Is this poem about butterflies getting eaten or a flower that just fell down?!--Art = (Open book and notes) hmmm... who can flip through the book the fastest? Need i say more...--American History = hmmm, AABBCCCCCDDDBBAA....does it look like a snake yet?--Math = Parametric equations?!?!(Well thats all i have taken so far, maybe Chemistry and Spanish will go better.)Question of the day: What are Parametric equations?Quote of the day: "if he's been waiting two hours he can wait another twenty minutes"Food of the day: Cheese wontonsOddity of the day: toe socksBad thing of the day: ?would rather make this a happy entry, -will list some other timeGood thing of the day: Got time to study for A.H.Movie of the day: Pearl Harbor Anything else that I want to waste time on telling about (of the day): hmmm, got to make fun of Patrick

Well, as...

Well, as expected, something bad happened. My grandmother is really sick and so my dad is leaving to go see her tomorrow. It not only that she is really sick, its that she does not want to go to the hospital (she thinks they kill the old people. Yep, my whole family is on the edge right now. It is funny how when people are really stressed, they take it out on everyone. I think if you just let them take it out on you, somehow it helps them right? I mean complaining does not help, they already have enough problems. Yea, well maybe i'm tired of being strong too.

Well, as...

Well, as expected, something bad happened. My grandmother is really sick and so my dad is leaving to go see her tomorrow. It not only that she is really sick, its that she does not want to go to the hospital (she thinks they kill the old people. Yep, my whole family is on the edge right now. It is funny how when people are really stressed, they take it out on everyone. I think if you just let them take it out on you, somehow it helps them right? I mean complaining does not help, they already have enough problems. Yea, well maybe i'm tired of being strong too.

Quinceanera

Okay, before something messes up my WONDERFUL day, I think I am going to sit down and write this journal. Well today was the long anticipated Quinceanera! Yes, I got up at nine o'clock (on a Saturday) and went to get my hair done (yuck). It was not as bad as I though it would be for it actually turned out looking nice. Well, I did not make it in time to the girls house so, no pics! (yea, can't you tell I am disappointed). Hmmm, the mass was long and boring, as expected (but I did confess for the first time in?.+- 6 years so it was not a total loss). The party was the good part. I broke up with my boyfriend (of ten days) : ), which was actually not that bad. He was a lot more understanding than I though he would be, although we were at a disagreement on whether friendships or "other relationships" were easier to deal with. Well, after that I danced some, talked/listened a lot, etc. I definitely like this guy more as a friend  (yea, I am hung on this subject) Question of the day: Have you ever felt that you were loosing all your friends?Quote of the day: "estas enojado con migo?"Food of the day: Taco's and wineOddity of the day: I broke up, and it worked out perfectly!!Bad thing of the day: hmmm?getting my hair doneGood thing of the day: can not decidedMovie of the day: The video my dad took of the dancePerson of the day: DavidAnything else that I want to waste time on telling about (of the day): hmmm, on second though, that video, oh well, ill burn it later